Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Requiem for Bibi Joojah Peach

The biggest mistake, I think, was believing that demurring would buy me more time.

As in "Yes, I think that bangs might be okay. I guess."



Or was the biggest mistake taking a nap and leaving her to the Galan women?



Either way, I lost my baby on December 26th.



She had been gone for a while--replaced with a sassy toddler who learned to say "MINE!" and "MAS BITES!" but I was not ready to let her go completely.



Especially without another baby to take her place any time soon.

And it does look a lot better. And pony tails are much cuter.



And Nena did a much better job than I could have.



Still.






My heart broke a little when I woke up and had to pretend to be so happy.

12 comments:

dalene said...

I feel it and I have no words.

(Except to say, dang if she isn't just the cutEST!)

La Yen said...

I know! It saves her from massive pounishment on a regular basis. Thanks for your props.

Carina said...

Oh I know. I had to be told that Guille needed a cut. I was so loathe to do it. He looked so much better, but he looked so old too.

Anonymous said...

She bangs! She bangs!

Bek said...

You know that I kept my kid looking like a goon until she was 6!! I cried. I didn't expect it to make me so sad and I felt JUST the way you did... the all illusions of her being my little girl are gone.

I have to say that she looks adorable and I LOVE the bangs. She is such a pretty little thing and this must makes it even better. :-)

~j. said...

Bibi will always be the bibi.

dalene said...

Oh and I love the new girl. Love her I do. And I wanted to tell you how I really REALLY love the mind of Jasper Fforde. I own every book. Two are signed.

He had me at "Do you know Jack?"

La Yen said...

Ricardo--Thanks. Any Menudo reunions coming up?
~J--I needed that reassurance
Bekand Az--I would have done it on my own one day, maybe. I think.
CW--I am addicted to them. I keep reading them and trying to find more things I don't already understand. I loves me those books.

QueenScarlett said...

Adorable... I still haven't cut Kalea's hair... not ready. And ditto on Fforde... technically I haven't read one...just listened to on audio CD... I love audio cds... probably because I love story time.

QueenScarlett said...

ps. Whoever cut Jooj's hair has what looks like a great manicure. I'm jealous - can't sustain one with all the poopy diapers I get to change.

LuckyRedHen said...

LOVE the bangs! Totally understand your plight and recommend that in the future you cut earlier and it won't be as traumatizing as waiting until they're a teenager.

Sister Pottymouth said...

That first haircut is such a shock. I feel your pain! You're lucky you could get away with it for so long. I couldn't let my boys' hair get very long, lest they be confused for the wrong gender. (I went through that in 8th grade, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.)

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